I'm Quit

I've to say, you are really a wonderful person, you always have the ability to make me laugh, you touched my soul, you just great and I know the good Lord is gonna do greater things through the rest of your life, please forgive me for being selfish, but i have to give up. The feelings of failure and looking back at my pass is struggling myself when I'm locked up inside myself, which you will never know. For the fear, obligation, and mostly was the guilt in my heart was giving up myself. I knew it's hurts, and i also knew that i'll never have to give up because you're always here, but i feel bad. As time go on, i should learn how to manage loneliness, and suppose no longer helpless over myself. Helplessness was like loneliness, fell like death. I refute accepting my helplessness and continue to try to control everything rather than take responsibility intent to protect myself. I hope i could have strong enough internally to manage my loneliness and accept my helplessness to over come my fear to create a new relationship. I'm hunger for a love that will stay intimacy and secure, stressing on understanding and individuality. Just maybe things that happened around me for all the while, yet i'm convinced that most love relationship will wither or even die with time. And yes, this is the reason why I'm Quit.

心情写真

21/06/2010

2.51am

“迷恋文字是 为了提醒自己做个有心有情的过客,在花飞叶落的彼岸之间,

让我们张开文字的雨幕,涂抹下或华 丽,或诡魅,或冰莹的色彩...”