I keep seeking for more opinion so i can lift up my spirits and give myself hope. For the fear and obligation, i am just afraid that i wont be ready to date again, but i guess i wont know until i try it. But there is a question, how do i accept or start something new in my life when i haven't been able to stay confidence? Coursework..test..homework..is killing me and honestly i did not have that much of time for others thing else. I put my studies as priority and i knew it will never wrong.
Obviously everyone misses their ex. After the day of 231, am i truly miss her or do i just simply have a fear of being lonely? well, i used to be a person and practiced to be alone for this seven months. I understand there is no any chance getting back together but i never regret for what i have chosen, in fact i just simply miss you. There is a saying "Accept that your loss may always hurt or confuse you" yes, it’s important to put the past behind and move on, and as the quotes by Helen Keller that i always say,
“Keep your face to the sunshine and you will never see the shadow.” It's so true.
I try to remain positive in every situation while sometime i really felt helpless. I just an ordinary person, and many times i just want to affirm what i want...
心情写真
18/07/2010
3.44 am
“迷恋文字是 为了提醒自己做个有心有情的过客,在花飞叶落的彼岸之间,
让我们张开文字的雨幕,涂 抹下或华 丽,或诡魅,或冰莹的色彩...”