心情写真
22/08/2010
2.21pm
“迷恋文字是 为了提醒自己做个有心有情的过客,在花飞叶落的彼岸之间,
让我们张开文字的雨幕,涂 抹下或华 丽,或诡魅,或冰莹的色彩...”
22 August 2010
Dare to Say No
We are actually came from a different world, don’t you agreed? I didn’t mean anything but just maybe…it’s the fate, which we should fight for but we didn’t. Not blaming anything but maybe…many things is out of our control. It should come to the end, and we actually need consensus. There is something that we need to always make it clear, make it easy so that the impact can be minimizes. I know its hurt, but there is no plan B, no shortcut. Escape is not a smart choice as it doesn’t make sense here anymore. Totally exhausted and needs a change. Be dares to say No, No to emptiness, No foolishly anymore. I am not selfish, but to protect myself from getting hurt anymore.
16 August 2010
She has boyfriend
Nothing's more distressing....
Well this is last time i post about this at here...
and yet, blog link is changed back to http://bennychai.blogspot.com/
不必回头去寻找那些散落在地上的感觉，因为路已经走完。ℒℴvℯ 真心恭喜你们、祝福你们。
Yes, she has her boyfriend because she likes him. Since the 1st day u had dropping out from my signs. Just admit it, everything is completely over and is time to ended it up with a full stop. It's the hardest thing to do, but it's also the most important. Happy 260days, stop being foolish. Once ago, you were part of my world, crazy for each others. You just greatz and alwayz make me smile. It was the happiest moment in my life. You changed me, but it didn't change our ending. Thx for everything u gave me, appreciate*
As time go on i should be able to manage loneliness and letting go everything. I'm lonely and yet there's ntg left but memories, i miss you. I'm sad, it's distressing.....but I'm OK. Like any romance, sincerely wishes that your new relationship full with warm and happiness.
Congratz & blessings...
Well this is last time i post about this at here...
and yet, blog link is changed back to http://bennychai.blogspot.com/
不必回头去寻找那些散落在地上的感觉，因为路已经走完。ℒℴvℯ 真心恭喜你们、祝福你们。
Yes, she has her boyfriend because she likes him. Since the 1st day u had dropping out from my signs. Just admit it, everything is completely over and is time to ended it up with a full stop. It's the hardest thing to do, but it's also the most important. Happy 260days, stop being foolish. Once ago, you were part of my world, crazy for each others. You just greatz and alwayz make me smile. It was the happiest moment in my life. You changed me, but it didn't change our ending. Thx for everything u gave me, appreciate*
As time go on i should be able to manage loneliness and letting go everything. I'm lonely and yet there's ntg left but memories, i miss you. I'm sad, it's distressing.....but I'm OK. Like any romance, sincerely wishes that your new relationship full with warm and happiness.
Congratz & blessings...
心情写真
16/08/2010
6.30pm
“迷恋文字是 为了提醒自己做个有心有情的过客,在花飞叶落的彼岸之间,
让我们张开文字的雨幕,涂 抹下或华 丽,或诡魅,或冰莹的色彩...”
11 August 2010
Foolishly
Zitong is right, im foolishly...
Sometimes in our life we have to swallow our pride, listen to our heart and do what we're feeling inside, tell it how you feel no matter what its take. Keep on telling myself don't be a fool and make the same mistake again again. Never say regret because i should had followed my heart, my feeling.
You do the little things that mean the most and that's why that we have grown so close but i was just confusing her and make things more complex. And i know it’s impossible to satisfy everyone, maybe we should stop trying. I promise to be true and at the same time hoping to erase your hurt from within, without crossing the line. The thin line between friendship and love.
Even there's a second, a moment we were in the same town but for us, it's so near yet so far.. I'm not blaming anything, just maybe the faith is not on our side. Emptiness lead to let go, let go lead to emptiness...
Sometimes in our life we have to swallow our pride, listen to our heart and do what we're feeling inside, tell it how you feel no matter what its take. Keep on telling myself don't be a fool and make the same mistake again again. Never say regret because i should had followed my heart, my feeling.
You do the little things that mean the most and that's why that we have grown so close but i was just confusing her and make things more complex. And i know it’s impossible to satisfy everyone, maybe we should stop trying. I promise to be true and at the same time hoping to erase your hurt from within, without crossing the line. The thin line between friendship and love.
Even there's a second, a moment we were in the same town but for us, it's so near yet so far.. I'm not blaming anything, just maybe the faith is not on our side. Emptiness lead to let go, let go lead to emptiness...
心情写真
11/08/2010
8.45pm
“迷恋文字是 为了提醒自己做个有心有情的过客,在花飞叶落的彼岸之间,
让我们张开文字的雨幕,涂 抹下或华 丽,或诡魅,或冰莹的色彩...”
03 August 2010
咖啡不加糖 ♥
有时候真的不知道是开心还是不开心。
清楚知道，选择了逃避的方式放弃就不可以再去想，要知道剪不断，理还乱．
只可以用两个字来形容自己-“渺茫”
不知道自己要什么，又或许是要得太多，担心得太多，所以止步了。不是我想原地踏步，只不过是少了那一份勇气，那一份跨出去的勇气。对，不应该累了就停，但经历了太多，真的会想停下来歇一歇；有些东西不是缺了就要，没有了也许会孤单寂寞，但一样可以生存下来，不是所有东西都必然的。不要问会不会后悔，因为连自己也不知道，但至少是随着心。要知道如果那一天真的到来千万不要崩溃，特地不为咖啡加糖就要学会接受咖啡的苦涩。没有什么可以再诉，因为机会给得太多。
刚刚给朋友的一个问题给难倒。也许连自己也真的太模糊太乱了，又或者其实这真的很复杂，这让我觉得真的很无助。我选择逃避，可心里却不断地重复那问题。突然发现自己好像从没认真想过这一些。
“为什么不加糖” 这一问题，难道了我。
清楚知道，选择了逃避的方式放弃就不可以再去想，要知道
只可以用两个字来形容自己-“渺茫”
不知道自己要什么，又或许是要得太多，担心得太多，所以
刚刚给朋友的一个问题给难倒。也许连自己也真的太模糊太
“为什么不加糖” 这一问题，难道了我。
心情写真
3/08/2010
1.45am
“迷恋文字是 为了提醒自己做个有心有情的过客,在花飞叶落的彼岸之间,
让我们张开文字的雨幕,涂 抹下或华 丽,或诡魅,或冰莹的色彩...”
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